I love things that happen on, around, or because of my birthday. Not because I love getting older (quite the contrary, actually) but because of the fact that it gives me a reason to look up fun facts or pieces of useless knowledge, or…. words of the day! I used to just look up the word of the day on dictionary.com for my birthday, but now I look it up much more frequent than that. I decided the word of the day was boring (hematic: “pertaining to blood.” really?! blood makes me faint! lame word choice, D.com!) so I went back into the archives for all the words of the day for April and looked through those for today’s inspiration.
In April 29th, 2000, the word of the day was undulate. (Much better than hematic!) Undulate: “to move in, or have, waves; to vibrate; to wave; as, undulating air.” Haven’t heard this one yet! I left the word of the day idea alone for most of the day as Matt and I worked. A few of the day’s events led me to think about the fluidity of life. Many plans I have made in life have changed in ways that I never could have imagined, and that is okay. I am not where I imagined I would be in high school, but I wouldn’t change a single event that brought me to where I am. And I would not go back. The people I know have changed and are not who I knew them to be, and it is okay. I have grown and changed just as they have. We now have new things to offer each other in our friendships. The places I have visited in the past have a different feel to them now as I visit them, and that is okay. I now have new memories for each place. I didn’t used to like change. I used to want everything to stay the same, and always know the consistency of routine. But that never really brought me challenge or real growth. Once I opened my mind to the idea of change being a good thing, I found many new opportunities. I found my life moving in an ever-changing, fluid motion.
There have been many things that have come and gone in life; some cycle back in and some never return. I see life, my life, as a constantly undulating motion. The cycles of change are never the same, but they are constant. They come and go in a comforting rhythm that I’ve grown to appreciate and rely on, and the consistency of their presence offers a sort of companionship. The waves of change are now welcome; they are encouraged. Part of what makes the undulation of life so promising is the presence of Christ in my life. I know that no matter how much change I experience, I will never escape the hands of Christ. My insecurity and dislike for change in the past were the result of a lack of relationship with Christ. As a single significant change brought me closer in my understanding of the sacrifice Christ made for me, leading to my genuine desire for salvation through Christ’s grace, my heart was opened and excited by the prospect of change because I knew that I would always have Christ as my foundation. With a foundation as solid as the one I know now, change can do nothing but offer the chance to live my life to its fullest, loving others and living for Christ’s glory.
As such, the undulated nature of my life is a blessing and an excitement.
Thus, the thoughts rolling around in my mind today led me to the word of the day from April 2000, and to a new perspective on the life that I live.
Embrace the waves of change. Look for what life has to offer. Think about what it is that motivates you. Where do your opportunities come from? How do you feel about the undulating nature of change?